worries worries and maybe I'm just being a bit sensitive...

So my math midterm is tomorrow and instead of typing this I should probably be studying my butt of... but procrastination is very alluring and I only have half a butt left from studying for my chem midterm (which was today and went well! Wh00t!) all of sunday and yesterday......... so yeah I figured I better take it easy on the butt reduction. I do need a bit of it! Otherwise sitting will become rather uncomfortable

And since I haven't posted in a while I decided to vent a little, which I need. Desperately.
Just note that this IS in fact a rant and I'm a bit cranky lately, so don't be so appalled at what you will read next just know that I have to put up with a lot of crap lately and I need to bitch about something. And this something just happens to be drama.

yesh... drama.

As you can probably imagine, drama people are quite flamboyant. And seeing as I'm quite flamboyant as well, you'd think I'd fit right in. But you're WRONG. Yes, wrong. Because, to be blatantly and rudely honest, so much flamboyancy at once gets on my f-ing nerves. There you have it.

And as much as I love the drama crowd on most days, other days (particularly todays) I just really want to yell: SHUT THE ... UP!!!

But then I remember what lovely, kind and over the top people they are and I keep myself in check.

Well, even with that in mind it gets hard sometimes.

I guess I'm not flamboyant enough. Who gives a ...... (geez I'm swearin' a lot today)

I like drama. I like it for what it could be.
I'm not going to extrapolate on that, but that's the truth.
I love it for what it could be, not what it is. (hah! I'm being blunt!) And I will love it for what it will be to me in years to come.

There you have it - packaged neatly in a box of vague statements that I don't even really understand myself.

Seriously. In the state that I'm in I could rant about that for a very long time. But I will spare you :) and instead distract myself by thinking of a certain shade of blue <3 which I can't seem to forget about anyway and could rant about for just as long

<3
-Sui